White Lilies

Mood: Content and Relieved
Music: I Never Told You - Colbie Caillat
Date: Thursday, April 15th, 2010

Letters to Past Lovers, the Series
Letter to my soul mate, The Final Letter
Thursday, April 15th, 2010

Dear (name deleted),
There is a thin line between love and stalking, and sometimes I wonder if either if us has crossed it. You are the only person I have ever loved, that when I think about - I know you are thinking about me. You are the only person I have loved, that when I think about, I know you will contact me.
Whenever I tell people about the connection you and I have, they look at me oddly, perhaps shake their head and give me a glazed over look that suggests they're thinking "okay dear, if you say so."

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Dedication

Mood: Pensive
Music: Night and Day - Frank Sinatra
Date: Monday, March 29th, 2010

I feel like we've been on a journey these past couple of months, I feel like our relationship has grown beyond a mere courtship of carefully-worded sentences and witty turn of phrases crafted into imagery. These months, we've been having a conversation, you and I. Let's face it, when I'm really in the mood - I come here and rant to you. You listen without judgement, taking in my words and crafting your own witty retorts which you whisper in my ear through the beauty that is technology.

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20 Truths

Mood: Happy
Music: 1812 Overture - Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky
Date: Tuesday, March 23rd, 2010

DISCLAIMER: I'd like to point out that the comments are now working thanks to the magic of my friend Morphine who is a talented writer and photographer. I demand you visit her and leave a message on her facebook fan page reminding her how much I love her :)

The last entry was emotionally exhausting for me to write, and I've yet to decide if I'm 100% okay with opening up as much as I have on this blog. Funny, because when I started this blog a year ago, I wanted to keep it light-hearted and not mention parts of my past. How quickly that has changed. Perhaps that change is for the best. Today I'm going to go back to my light-hearted roots...here's a list of 20 truths according to me.

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Letters to Past Lovers, Part Two

Mood: Calm, Mellow
Music: My Favourite Things - John Coltrane
Date: Thursday, March 18th, 2010


DISCLAIMER: This letter is a redacted version of the original. I felt the original was too graphic and detailed to post since it contained a lot of personal information that would reveal the identities of the persons mentioned. It is not my intention to reveal identities or paint a pretty picture - but to discuss how I feel about the past.


Photo Credit: 1984: War is Peace, Freedom is Slavery, Ignorance is Strength; Tuesday, March 9th, 2010; Photo taken by Curragon Lights Photography

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