Id, Ego, Superego

Mood: Mellow and content
Music: The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson
Date/Time: Wednesday, September 9th, 2009/10:23AM

Recently I was talking to a colleague turned on-line friend of mine about life, love and everything in between.
I love our discussions, because they are open, honest and free of pretence. He is 45 years old, but doesn't look or act it - and I love that about him. He's not trying to impress me, lecture me or constantly remind me that he is older or wiser. The conversations are always interesting, and I learn more about myself and him - with each discussion.

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Breaking the Habit

Mood: Content and Grateful
Music: Magnet and Steel by Third World
Date/Time: Sunday, September 6th, 2009/1:50PM

I find the easiest way to live is to heed the advice of those who matter, ignore the words of those who don't matter, regularly indulge in at least 3 guilty pleasures, buy pretty underwear, drink alcohol in moderation, and choose wisely who you allow to see you cry.

I've had a great weekend, and on this mellow Sunday morning I find myself reflecting on a few things. I find myself wondering why do we make certain decisions, when we know a situation will only end poorly?
Do we set ourselves up for a bad ending because we know in the back of our mind's it's a poor decision? Or is the foreboding simply our subconscious trying to warn us?

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In Repair

Mood: Mellow
Music: In Repair - John Mayer
Date/Time: Friday, September 4th, 2009/2:30PM

I have a nasty temper, and I make no apologies for it coming out when I am provoked.
But I'm in repair, I'm not together, but I'm getting there.
It's been a rough week.
I'm so emotionally drained, and so determined to focus on the positives today, that I can't write anything original, witty or sensible.

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